Damaged

What is the point of living? All I get is one defeat after the other. I am just prepping myself for one more disappointment after the next. It’s like getting damaged and then repairing yourself just in time to get the hurt all over again. And again. And again. Why bother? For what am I waiting? For what am I living? I am just going to have a stream of regrets and disappointments waiting for me the next day. And if I lower my guard and think that this is over, then bam! I get it in the face when I least expect it.

What is the use of trying? I give up. At times like this I wish for it all to end. Better yet, if I can go in a blaze of glory. That would show this fucking world.

Song for the day – “Are You Dead Yet?” – CHILDREN OF BODOM

Sens 3 Pittsburgh 4

The Senators lost the second game of the best of 7 series in the Quaterfinals of the playoffs 4-3 to Pittsburgh. The series is tied at 1-1 and moves to Pittsburgh for the 3rd & 4th games. Jason Spezza, Daniel Alfredsson & Chris Kelly scored for the Sens, while Gary Roberts, Ryan Whitney, Jordan Staal scored for the Pens with Sidney Crosby scoring the winner.

In other matches, the New York Rangers beat Atlanta 2-1 and now have a 2-0 series lead heading towards New York. Tampa Bay beat New Jersey 3-2 to even their series at 1-1, while the New York Islanders beat BUffalo by the same margin and also evened their series at a game a peice.

A day earlier, Nashville even their series by beating San Jose 5-2, and Dallas did the same by beating Vancouver 2-0. Anaheim got a commanding 2-0 lead over Minnesota with a 3-2 at home.