Apr 11 2007
When you least expect it your life can take a sharp turn down pain avenue. Your guts are spilled out for all to see and you can barely think about anything else other than the reason that made you make that turn. A turn you took reluctantly and unknowingly but one you were led down nonetheless. Whether you wanted to go down that the path or whether you were pushed to it by a force so powerful you had no other choice. But go down there you will and pay the price for doing so.
I took a phone call today at noon; one of the worst calls I have ever had to take from anyone. Other than someone informing me about an accident or a death, this one ranks pretty high. Made me feel about as low as a snake’s belly button. Dragged through the mud and left in the dirt. That is the way I felt at the time and the way that I feel now.
The call lasted for almost a half hour and was one the angriest that I have ever spoken in. I was very upset about it and could not do anything else, so I asked for a leave in order to try and sort out the problem. I don not want people to know or read about what exactly the problem is but it isn’t what you are thinking but it’s complicated. Let’s just leave it at that. I think I can reach a solution by tomorrow, just in time to enjoy the weekend.
Song for the day – “Cuts Like A Knife” – BRYAN ADAMS