Sometimes I wonder how do I get myself into situations like these. It’s beyond me. I don’t even know how it got started but I do know that it’s not something that I did. It’s no fault of mine yet somehow I feel like I am to be blamed and I feel quite shitty about it. But I do not deserve this at all.
No idea what or if I actually did anything and it’s not that I can easily go and ask because it is embarrassing and awkward to say the least. But once again I do not know what to say or if I should say anything in the first place. It’s a weird situation and one I did not see happening at all.
I am not sure if I will do anything about it today and will try and avoid it if I can. I just want to leave or make some changes if I can. Sheesh! What an akward mess!