What is the point of living? All I get is one defeat after the other. I am just prepping myself for one more disappointment after the next. It’s like getting damaged and then repairing yourself just in time to get the hurt all over again. And again. And again. Why bother? For what am I waiting? For what am I living? I am just going to have a stream of regrets and disappointments waiting for me the next day. And if I lower my guard and think that this is over, then bam! I get it in the face when I least expect it.
What is the use of trying? I give up. At times like this I wish for it all to end. Better yet, if I can go in a blaze of glory. That would show this fucking world.
Song for the day – “Are You Dead Yet?” – CHILDREN OF BODOM
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Hi Roshan, sorry I didn’t catch you on MSN before you left.
I know life can be disappointing at times. But you know what? Don’t let it get you down. Because just like life has lows, it has highs. Better things are around the corner for you.
You know what you should do? Take some time to treat yourself. Buy yourself something nice. Go watch a movie that you would really like. Take a peaceful walk. Have a few cold beers with a friend.
Hope things get better for ya Roshan, hang in there :D
You sound really down. I notice that you wrote this 3 days ago. Are you still feeling this way? I think Zlanth gave you some great advice. You sound so tired, down and defeated at the moment but always remember that life is about ebb and flow and that we can’t have the highs without the lows. As cliche as it sounds……..”This too shall pass.” Hang in there!!
In light of the glory blazing in the States a couple days ago this really sounds bad, but I know you didn’t mean it like that.
Dear Saskboy, ofcourse I did not mean it anything like what happened in Virgina. Please don’t compare it at all my friend. What I meant was go out in a blaze of glory, a respectful way to go away from this world. By doing something great and noble, perhaps dying to save someone’s life. I hope you get what I meant.
I understand, and hope your blaze of glory is a long way off because life will get better first.